Our deepest calling is to grow into our own authentic selfhood, whether or not it conforms to some image of who we ought to be.  
Parker Palmer, Let Your Life Speak

Monday, May 11, 2009

Rediscovery

A quick post a la "Keeping up with Katie":  I've been in a music rut for the last month, just listening to my playlist of top-rated music from all the thousands of tracks I have.  Today, while I'm working, I'm listening to Les Miserable from start to finish... something I don't think I've done since moving here.  I love rediscovering why I've always loved this music.  "The world is full of happiness I have never known."  


Just, Margaret

Friday, May 8, 2009

Crying

This is the week of short posts... maybe I'll get a little existential next week.  Anyway the silly paragraph below will explain the title.  


I just finished watching the 100th episode of Grey's Anatomy.  Yes I hate to admit it but I am one of those people, a diehard Grey's fan.  I can't think of an episode I've missed.  I like the characters, but will admit that the last season and a half have been not so great.  I think the reason I've stuck with the show is because it reminds me of my college years.  Sitting around on Sunday nights, then Thursdays (though I never liked that it changed nights) in the common room with the rest of the girls were some of the most fun times.  Really.  When it aired on Sundays it would sometimes be the first time we'd see each other after weekends away.  So that's why I like the show, back to last week's episode.  I can't say that I didn't see it (the twist) coming, but that doesn't mean I could cut off the waterworks.  You'd think that I had attended a real wedding.  And the whole the best days of your life business, well, I'm beginning to cry again.  Though my friends will attest that this is "just Margaret, being Margaret."  I cry at sappy movies, Hallmark commercials, weddings, and often at the end of a good book.  Happy tears and sad, they're all good.  The only thing that could make the episode better would be sitting in the common room of our apartment in Candler (LCers-No way that I can ever call it Hawkins.  [smile]) with my friends watching it of course.  

Just, Margaret 

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Top Sales

Today I picked up an extra shift of volunteering at our local Oxfam charity book shop.  Since moving to Clifton Village, I've stopped by the bookshop at least twice a month.  Most of the time trying very hard to resist buying another book.  It definitely helps to have the local branch of the library right across the street.  On more than one occasion I've found a book I'd like to buy then run over to the library and borrowed it. [smile]  Anyway I decided a couple of weeks ago that I'd really like to volunteer a couple of hours a week at the shop to bring a little stability to my schedule and hopefully to take advantage of the opportunity to meet a few more people in my neighborhood.  I've worked a couple of times so far and its been really great.  Today was my first shift totally by myself and it went really well.  The manager checked the afternoon sales and they were about equal to all that was sold yesterday.  Perhaps this is because Thursday gets sales from people anticipating the free time for the weekend, maybe it was just a fluke.  I like to think the spike in sales was because of the extra sweet smile of the Georgia "Peach" behind the counter.  My mission to spread Southern hospitality wherever I go seems fairly secure.


Just, Margaret  

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Library days or daze

Conducting some preliminary research yesterday and today at the Bristol Central Library.  I've found some useful information, still waiting to hit that perfect source that will open up the whole dialogue of my dissertation.  But sitting at my desk in the library now all I can focus on is my need of some caffeine either in the form of tea or coffee.  I guess I underestimated my level of addiction today.  I'm usually able to skip a morning or two during the week... this should not have been one of those mornings.  Think I'll pop down to the library cafe and check out the fare before I take on the microfiche.  [smile]


Just, Margaret

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Wisdom of The Mews

One of my favorite pastimes is just walking around the streets in Clifton Village, where I live.  Its not a particularly large commercial area, but the shops are all quirky and you never know what you'll find.  I should also clarify that Clifton is the "posh" area of Bristol so mostly I just window shop.  Just a few feet from my front door is a small bridal boutique and each week they change the dress in the window. Some of the dresses I've liked, others I can't imagine ever wearing.  Last week the dress in the window was perfect... simple, understated, and sweet.  In saying all that I know it must sound like I'm one of those girls who when she was little planned out all that day would entail, but I promise I'm not, really.  My little sisters and I used to pretend with our box of dress up clothes and baby dolls, but I can't remember a time when we imagineered a wedding, except maybe between Ken and Barbie.  [smile]  Despite that I must have over the years of watching movies and flipping through family photo albums arrived at some idea of what I might like because looking at the dress I just knew.  


Anyway, all of that is just a way to explain why I happened to find myself in a bridal boutique last week in conversation with the manager.  What was really more significant with the encounter than finding out who designed the dress and the name of the design was the advice the boutique manager imparted.  With my negative response to her question of whether I was shopping with a particular date in mind, she said "just remember that you can't find the perfect man.  We're not perfect so how can we expect them to be."  It was as if she was saying the perfect dress may be attainable, but that's about all I can promise you for your wedding day.  Anyway the whole encounter just struck me as quite unique and the woman to be particularly wise... maybe it was her years of experience with fussy brides.  Like I said, you never know what you'll find while window shopping.

Just, Margaret 

Monday, May 4, 2009

Skittles


Last Tuesday I attended a pub night with my host Rotary Club.  A little ways out from Bristol, we met at a pub that had a skittles alley.  If you're not sure what I'm talking about see definition.  Sounds like it should be a lot like ten pin bowling right?  Well, its not really.  The scale is completely different and though I'm not a great bowler, after trying both I think it really takes much more skill to play skittles.  Just in case you ever find yourself in an English pub getting ready to play, I'll enlighten you to some of the "tricks," literally from the ground up.  Beware the skittles alley.  It's slanted... purposely and not visible to the naked eye.  Arched in the middle making the task of aligning the ball with the pins decidedly more difficult.  Then take the skittles, aka pins, themselves.  They are shorter than bowling pins.  Their shape with the bulging part in the middle make them harder to hit with the wooden ball, which is deceptively heavy and is just the right size to pass directly through the skittles formation without touching a single pin.  Still its a fun game and because it takes considerable skill or great luck to play well, there's little danger of anyone taking the idea of competition too seriously.  

skittle |ˈskitl|noun
1 ( skittles) [treated as sing. ] a game played, chiefly in Britain, with wooden pins, typically nine in number, set up at the end of an alley to be bowled down with a wooden ball or disk.
2 a pin used in the game of skittles.

Just, Margaret

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Saturday night serenades



At least once a week (usually on Saturday) I’m treated to the musical stylings of one or more Bristol “boy bands.” These accapello groups seem to gravitate toward my street in hopes, I presume, to win my affection with their vocal prowess, aka the MY FAIR LADY clip above. [smile] Okay so maybe that’s not entirely true. In fact I’m fairly sure serenading me isn’t top on their Saturday night agenda. Really its just a consequence of their primary goal- getting drunk. Nonetheless I hear them and though some may consider their loud ramblings obnoxious, I choose to consider it a reason to smile. It really is quite funny... I’ve yet to hear any group that might turn the ear of the Britain’s Got Talent judges. Some of the time I can’t even understand what they are singing. Lets just say annunciation isn’t key. I guess this is just a consequence of living in a city with an active nightlife.

Just, Margaret